You Don't KnowI know this isn't what you wanted.You Don't Know by MissShadow-Lovely
Not what you intended.
You just wanted an escape
got tired of the weight.
You carry a heavy burden
it haunts you day by day.
And the day it came upon you
was the day you forever changed.
You tried giving hints.
But nothing seemed to work.
The only thing that happened
was you kept getting hurt.
People laugh and people joke
but none of them really know.
They don't know the nightmare
that you call life.
Don't know how hard it is
to avoid that pocket knife.
You hear a joke, another laugh.
And you cut deep, another gash.
And I pray to God that you see the light
before you accidently risk your own life.
LiesYou broke my heart in twoLies by MissShadow-Lovely
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.
To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn't sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.
We always said Forever
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn't mend.
It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say "we're through."
I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.
So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.
And now I'm moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I'm starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied!
I have somebody new
someone to treat me right,
to talk to lovingly
and to hold me all night.
He's there for me when I need him
to give me love and support
to hold me close and wipe away
all my signs of hurt.
To kiss me softly every night
and let me know he's there
In Everyway....I feel I'm being judgedIn Everyway.... by MissShadow-Lovely
for what I do and say..
I remember back to Barbies
and play days at the park..
When I didn't worry about
other people's remarks..
Now looking in the mirror
I see to my surprise..
A completely different person
staring in my eyes..
The carefree little girl
I saw at 4 and 5..
Is now becoming a teen..
Just trying to survive...
She wasn't enoughThanks for playing with my feelings,She wasn't enough by MissShadow-Lovely
How i wish i could stop my heart from beating,
Thanks for playing with my heart,
At least to you this was a fun part,
you have left me broken, with my eyes filled with tears and fears,
At least you are whole, with smile on your face and not a sight of fear,
To you i was just a game, that you tried to win and succeeded,
Now that you are bored you've left me deserted,
Thanks for playing with my head,
Your sick little mind games,
You kept me guessing, till the very end,
Thanks for playing with my emotions,
According to you this was my weakness,
Thanks for your fake love,
Thanks for pretending that your cared,
Thanks for strengthening my belief, that LOVE is nothing but a pain causing pill,
Thanks for showing me that friendship is something that does not really exist,
Thanks for breaking my trust, for opening up, for sharing my thoughts, for placing my trust on an unknown soul,
Thanks for opening my eyes, you honestly showed me that Love too like fri
| Welcome to #Dr4w1nG-f0r-FuUN |
Hello, my name's Alex and this is my Group! This group celebrates the beauty and awesomeness people can create and make come to life using nothing but a meer paper & pencil and a camera
If you would like to be a member of Dr4w1nG-f0r-FuUN click on da "Join Our Group" button :]
Even if you don't draw, you can always click the "Watch" button to watch any members art c:
The work must be TRADICIONAL
I accept digital art if it was digitaly edited like slightly adjusted something, colored it & stuff
(I don't think that drawing digitaly isn't art aswell but more & more people use computers to make art so lets group up all traditional artists to show that we can do it awesomely without any program!)
If you're not sure please ask, I'm here to help :3
Choose the right folder for your art! If you don't, your submission will be declined. If you see that your submissions was declined it was declined for that reason, so take care when submitting o_o
>>There are a a lot of em already put up so i think you won't get confused<<
There is also "Photography" and "Poetry, Novels, Stories" gallery folders..
~Photography: You are able to submit any picture as long as you made it, no stolen art or anything >.>
~Poetry, Novels, Stories: Same rule applies as for "Photography" folder
If you need a quick reference, #Dr4w1nG-f0r-FuUN's FAQ may have what you're looking for:
#1 How do i add art?
To add art simply go to "Gallery" click "Contribute to this Gallery", pick a folder where you're submitting to, pick the chosen art and press "Done"
0r just simply pick the right folder, click the "+" button, pick the art you want to submit and press "Done"
#2 What if my art is half digital and half traditional, can i still enter it in this group?
Yes you can..
#3 Is there a limit on submissions?
You are allowed to submit 10 deviations a day..
That way when more members join more people will view your art..
#4 Can i affiliate my group with yours?
Of course! And if you need any help I'm always here (except when I'm offline)
That's from me for now, if you have any more questions send me a note or ask me in the comment section bellow
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